No matter where you are on your spiritual journey you will often experience both light and dark. However for a lightworker going through the awakening or having fully ascended you will feel the ups and downs of spiritual light and dark immensly.
I was under the impression that once fully asended into the 5th dimension… (where your energy becomes completely aligned with the divine) you will no longer feel the negative energies around you and you will have that infinite feeling of bliss. The harsh reality is the brighter your light the stronger the darkness tries to take over you. You are like a huge light attracting bugs! Plus if your light is so strong that you are creating waves of planetary energy changes, then darkness will try and stop you at whatever cost!
For those who are new to discovering who you are and why you are here, If you are drawn to this article it is most likely you are a lightworker moving through the stages of ascension, and once a lightworkers energy is fully awakened and connected to Gods energy then your light can be used by God and his angels to spread light throughout the planet, touching everyone and everything near you. You will also be able to send light all over the world just through thought process and distance work. But with this gift comes great sacrifice, you know you have reached full awakening when you feel in your soul that you have no control over where you go or what you do, your path is to follow your soul and allow your light to be guided to wherever it needs to go. You will let go of your own personal needs and allow yourself to be guided wherever you are needed. But with this trust that you are always provided for and protected with the divine light.
The spiritual warfare that is going on at the moment is very real. Until now the earth has been under a blanket of dark energy. Just as there are spiritual light helpers out there, there are also dark spiritual entities. this layer of dark energy sits on the 4th dimension and essentially governs the evil and ill doing that goes on in the world today. Some would say in the bible the work of the devil. (For those who are on a journey of corresponding their spiritual journey alongside the bible prophecies) When a lightworkers energy becomes fully awakened your light bursts through the layer of spiritual darkness and connects with the divine source. Once this happens you are on a completely different energy frequency and the dark sees your light and sees you as a huge threat! suddenly you will begin to feel not only little bouts of negative energy attaching themselves from the lower frequencies, but you are dealing with HUGE waves of negative energy from the 4th dimension literally trying to crush your light! So for many lightworkers who’s energy become fully awakened and connected to the divine, when you have a bout of negativity, its not just a small hit! Its huge and feels like you are literally feeling the worlds pain.
So when you feel like this, please don’t panic, if you can seek out fellow lightworkers and ask for help in cleansing and boosting your energy. And keep strong. Know that you are not a failure, because believe me when the clouds of darkness hit, you will be telling yourself all kinds of nonsense! Trust that this will pass and no matter what hits you your light is stronger and the Divine god will never leave your side.
Just recently I have felt my energies have become fully ascended, I had many experiences whereby I was shown how lightworkers are changing the energy vibration of the planet, during healings and meditations i am working alongside Jesus, the Archangels and ascended masters, but now I feel them beside my energy rather than through me, and during one profound vision my soul was welcomed by Jesus and it was like my light had been fully ignited. All was amazing in life!
Then Crash, it was like I was under the heaviest cloud I have ever been under. I felt immensly sad and overwhelmed, but this time it was like I was feeling the planets sadness, so much so it was completely unbearable. I was under a complete fog. All connection was completely lost and I as a soul was completely lost.
What was interesting was many people Who I know are on very similar energy frequencies were feeling exactly the same.
But WHY? by now I was feeling pretty fed up, it feels that every time I’m feeling completely connected then it all of a sudden its back to square one.
For many lightworkers who are nearing the height of ascension they know that they are there because something in your energy suddenly changes. All of a sudden you become completely aware that your whole soul is at service to the divine. You will see yourself as an activated light who is now a pure energy being who is simply here on earth as a physical vessel for divine light.
With this comes great responsibility and challenges. You just know in your heart that your ego and ideas of what you should be doing are surrendered so that you are able to be guided where ever you are needed.
But your role in this planetary shift is vitally important. Once your energy becomes completely aligned with the divine you are no longer just an energy being guided by spiritual forces, but you are NOW a transmitter of energy. You are a physical being that conducts energy and transmits it to where it needs to go. This is why when you reach this stage you suddenly feel you no longer need crystals etc because your energy is now completely inline with the divine and exactly where you need to be. To find out more about how crystals help you with your awakening check out the e-book on here.
When your energy moves to being a transmitter for light you will start to feel your purpose and direction change. You will start to recognise that you can visually work with light wherever it needs to go rather than just through your hands, you can start to visually send and transmit light as well as transmit through your whole being.
So why does it feel like such a rollercoaster ride?
As more and more lightworkers ascend to transmission level it creates waves of light being continuously sent out into the energy field of the planet. With this cleansing process it begins to slowly unsettle and mix up the spiritual darkness that is happening (in bible terms the devil) which is actually the spiritual dark that has a grip on the world until now.
As this light creates waves, then the dark is whipped up and (to put it politely.. pissed off that its being dispersed by the light) and so it goes for where ever the light is to try and extinguish it.
As a transmitter of light for the divine you are not only feeling the huges waves of dark energy being moved around, but also your light is being attacked. One day you will find the world is bliss, then the next you feel like everything has turned its back on you.
If you experience these emotions ask yourself these questions….
‘ Do you feel like suddenly you are overwhelmed for no reason?’
‘Are you saddened by everything you see on the news, papers etc’
‘Do you feel like your soul wants to collapse with the weight of the world on your shoulders?’
‘ Are fellow lightworkers feeling the same?’
If you answer any of these then it can be a case of you feeling the dark waves of energy being swirled around and moved out as the spiritual war goes on.
So how to overcome it? As hard as it may seem, no matter how you feel carry on sending out visual light.
Go for a walk and as you do imagine every tree you pass filled with light. The more light work you do the quicker the darkness will go away. Remember your light is now aligned with God and can extinguish anything.
Not only do we have to deal with the shifting energies of the planet. but you can be under attack by Demons attached to people.
As your light becomes stronger it unsettles every dark entity out there, and believe me there are lots.
If you suddenly feel unsettled, anxious, nauseous, jittery then you may have been spiritually attacked on a personal level.
If this does happen seek other lightworkers to help clear those attachments.
Remember beautiful souls you are amazing! and you are doing an amazing job. Keep at it! Your light will change the world xxxxxxx